Hello all,
Just wanted to let you all know that I made it fine back to CO. I've been here for a week today. It's good to see and be around my kids and grand-kids again!! But I need your ers because I do miss my boyfriend alot!! I was very miserable but I guess it's hard to accept changes. Please keep me in your ers!
Thanks and it's good to talk to you all again.
Patty
WELCOME BACK!!!I am sure it is wonderful to be back around the family. It is hard to let go of a relationship, I sure understand that! I was married to a very difficult man for almost 12 years and while letting it go was the best thing I could ever do, it was still hard. Going from a "couple" back to a single is hard. Just focus on all the positive changes! Things will be looking up soon! Keep up the good work! Love ya! And glad you are back!!!
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Thank you for the back. I've come to a conclusion! I guess I'm facing the facts! I have been feeling so much quilt for the past 3 years about leaving my kids that it's eating me alive. They are grown and more or less on their own. It's not like they are little and really need me to survive. I love being around them and knowing what they are doing and being here for them. But how long can I go on like that for that reason and be without love? or being with the man I love? I've come to the conclusion that I've had so much quilt about this that it made everything seem worse than it really was. Does anyone agree with me about the quilt eating me alive or understand what I'm saying? Please give me your input! Please keep your ers going for me that I will follow what God wants for me and for what is right. Thanks!
Patty
You have already made the decision to move, so allow yourself to live in this decision for at least three weeks. Making another quick judgement call before you have had the chance to live where you are could lead to another mistake. It is never easy to leave someone. But who is to say that someone else who will treat you as you deserve is not just around the corner? Don't sell yourself short because you feel overwhelmed at the moment. Take some time and enjoy yourself right now. ~~~~~just my opinion, as you sound like a wonderful lady who does not deserve to be treated bad.
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Good to see you back glad you made a safe trip ! Give yourself sometime and it will start to get better for you once you can settle yourself in. Take care HUGS Kim
Glad to see you back Patty. And I agree with the others. Just give yourself a little time before you make anymore decisions. Think about why you left in the first place and try think more with your head than your heart. It is very hard to make changes and we often envision things are going to be different than they actually are. So give your family time to adjust to having you around and give yourself some "Me" time to see what you really want and/or need. Whatever you decide we are here for you. We just want you to be happy.
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ers because I do miss my boyfriend alot!! I was very miserable but I guess it's hard to accept changes. Please keep me in your 
back. I've come to a conclusion! I guess I'm facing the facts! I have been feeling so much quilt for the past 3 years about leaving my kids that it's eating me alive. They are grown and more or less on their own. It's not like they are little and really need me to survive. I love being around them and knowing what they are doing and being here for them. But how long can I go on like that for that reason and be without love? or being with the man I love? I've come to the conclusion that I've had so much quilt about this that it made everything seem worse than it really was. Does anyone agree with me about the quilt eating me alive or understand what I'm saying? Please give me your input! Please keep your 
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