Oh my gosh this brought tears to my eyes Luz. The peron you are searching for is right there with you. She is insde of you and afraid to come out. You have to

her to come out and be happy again. You CAN do that.
Who cares what people say, you know the saying sticks and stones, well I know when you hear things enough you begin to believe them but letting this happy person out of the prison she is in, will free you. Let your man say what he likes.
You know what is inside of you, who is inside wanting out and YOU are going to finally let her out. Let her out and then there will be extra strength for you to be that happy person again. Words are words, its what's inside of you that counts. Don't let words destroy you or your life. They are only words. I know words hurt but they don't have to if you don't let them.
You say you designed vintage jewellery. Can you not still do this? Design it and maybe get a jeweller interested in your work or something? It would give you extra money. Live your life Luz, the way you want it to be.
Words can only hurt if you allow them to. Let that person out of her prison. Then you will be on the right path again.
Still keeping you in my

ers. St. Jude is the patron saint for hopeless cases. You and I together can

to him and he will

you too. Please keep us posted.
Sending
